I've been noticing something more and more lately. I say what's on my mind a lot more frequently than I used too... Little comments here and there... and I've got to say it's quite liberating.
I think I've reached that: ah whatever! level. Cause I realized not saying exactly what's on your mind causes more problems and headaches than it solved.
Though I've also noticed sometimes I have to repeat something ten times before it clicks. And even then sometimes people still hear what they want to hear.
But that's okay, those people can continue to live in their own little world, cause I've also learned sometimes it really is not worth the trouble of trying to get people to understand. Cause sometimes they just don't.
Yesterday some friends came over and brought along even more friends (yay!) And we got to hang out for a few hours. And someone at one point wondered aloud what it would be like if everyone spoke the truth. Part of me died of embarrassement, thinking of all the guys I would've outright blurted I either had a crush on, or thought they were hot, or said that I thought they were super creepy and that I felt like running and screaming.
But then the other side of me felt that that would be a truly liberating feeling. Imagine saying exactly what's on your mind all the time?
I also feel like we'd be on WW43 if that was the case, but minor details, right?
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